sad news for the day after christmas :(

My wonderful fishie decided to move on. I had him for just over a year.
I'll hopefully post later about my good holidays/break.
But for now
RIP

Just Another Person

Goodness

I am going through that phase of losing all motivation to do things. 9 more days till winter break, and I feel like I need it already, which is pathetic because I just had Thanksgiving break. Tomorrow I have a math test, which I am surprisingly feeling confident about, but I also have a Spanish quiz, which, I know the vocab for the most part, but I can't motivate myself to study more for it. It doesn't help that I don't like that class for one sole purpose, I have no friends in that class. I'm sure you've had at least 1 class where you have no one to talk to and there is just this constant awkward tension that makes it no fun. If I had just one friend in that class.. Oh well. I think I need to start meditation or Yoga, or something to take out the stress and relax myself. But I can't motivate myself to do that either. I'm being a sad hopeless case right now, and I am sure I am bugging you with my complaints, so I'll let you go.

Just Another Person

I don't know why I am being lazy.

I just can't keep up for some reason. The funny thing is, I am on the computer everyday at some point!
Lets see where do I begin? Saturday I went to two pep bands for hockey, was lots of fun, miss some of my friends that are no longer in band. Today I went to see Harry Potter again in the morning to celebrate a friends birthday, afterwords we went and got sushi, which I did not eat of course. But other than that nothing really happened.
I'll try to be better at posting,

Just Another Person

Long time

Well once again I have been lazy, I'll start with last Thursday, or Thanksgiving. It was a lot of fun, though a bit different because my grandparents are off RVing so it was just my uncles family and mine. Still lots of fun, their puppy certainly has grown up, they have two Australian shepherds I think. Absolutely adorable. The night before, my friend and I stayed up till 1am making an apple tart from the Julia Childs cookbook. Was lots of fun, but very tiring. Tasted good though! Friday was black friday, so I went out and bought myself cheap movies and a game for the xbox. Saturday my family had another thanksgiving so we could have some left overs (yum). My mom accidentally cooked the turkey upside down (she never done it in a bag). It was rather funny, because we thought it was like a "Christmas Vacation" Turkey (Great holiday movie, I would totally recommend it if you have not seen it.) But we found some wonderfully cooked breast meat underneath. Sunday was a relax day, getting ready for school mainly. Monday was an okay school day. Today went slow and I forgot about a Essay test in Spanish.. So we will see how that goes.
Sorry for the lazyness!

Just Another Person

Dude.

Harry Potter is so worth it.
Nuff' said,

Just Another Person

Homework: CW Blog

Extra Credit Poem: Food

1. Where do I begin?
2. I love food
3. Greasy and fried
4. Who needs green?
5. They don't even satisfy your needs
6. What a waste of money
7. The Golden arches on the other hand
8. Cheap
9. and Greasy
10. What a Match
11.I like my money
12. I like my grease
13. I am sick of all you health nuts
14. Taking our toys away
15. Why is it our fault.
16. You are the ones that can't say no.
17. So why punish us?
18.Take your greens
19. I don't want them.

Homework: CW Blog

Poem 3: Imagination

1. Imagination,
2. swiftly and stealthy.
3. although never
4. right nor left.
5. yet freshly blue,
6. but quickly
7. dark.
8. often far from just.
9. whenever tired,
10. but after






11. lost.

Homework: CW Blog

Poem 2: Single Weighted Ball

1. The rocks are starting to shake
2. The stomping of hooves break
3. With a loud rumble

4. Swift as air
5. One stops
6. They all stop
7. To hear
8. The faint
9. Call of a
10. Hawk.

11. Tick
12. Tick
13. Minutes, hours
14. Says the clock

15. One by one
16. Within seconds
17. They all fall
18. From a
19. Single weighted ball

Homework: CW Blog

Poem 1: Curiosity

1. Curiosity,
2. Troublesome as it comes,
3. Helpful as it goes.

Crazyness

So my weekend there was a wonderful small snow storm with just lots of snow breaking trees with the weight. My power was out for saturday, sunday and part of monday. It was a cold weekend. To keep warm I went and saw the movie "Hereafter" which is an alright movie, but a really cheesy ending. I have nothing more to say except that next week is Thanksgiving!
I am so ready for break.

Just Another Person

Ow

So they really do go in your mouth with pliers and yank that sucker out... Soooo not my ideal way of getting my tooth out. I prefer the child method of it falling out on it's own. Ow. So now I have a hole in my mouth and I have a dead tooth sitting next to me. I will remain toothless for the next 6 months. Yay! So not looking forward to Spanish tomorrow yuck.

Just Another Person

Ugh

So I get my tooth pulled tomorrow. YAY! Except that I have to be awake while they do it. Sooo not looking forward to that.
Wish me luck! Also tomorrow is veterans day so I get to play (With the concert band) in the assembly. I am quite excited (It's at the beginning of the day and tooth is in the afternoon).

Just Another Person

Hmmm..

My face is feeling better. Which is good. I don't really have anything to say.

Just Another Person

Ow

So my day, I woke up at 6:30 do get to the dentist at 7, which was bad enough but the fact that I couldn't sleep because my mouth ached all night didn't make it easier. Did I mention my face is swollen? like I look so weird and uneven, and it's painful. But on a good note, they gave me more antibiotics, hopefully they do their job. And then on Thursday afternoon I get to have my tooth pulled! I can't tell you I am not scared, because quite frankly I don't like having my teeth pulled. So I am quite scared. But I am having high hopes that this will stop this infection, and if it doesn't I think I will cry until my jaw decays off.

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Blah

I believe the math test went well today, tomorrow I get to do the Spanish presentation, which I am freaking out about because as I told you earlier, I hate presenting especially in Spanish. I can't wait for that to be done because then afterwards I am staying over at my friends place which should be loads of fun. Monday I have a dentist appointment and I am actually looking forward to it because all week my tooth has been aching nonstop. At this point I don't care if they have to yank it. I am just sick of popping pills and dealing with this pain after they say that it shouldn't happen again.
I just want it to be done and gone,

Just Another Person

An Okay Day.

Nothing too much happened, went with my friend this morning and got hot chocolate and a donut, which was awesome. Photo was alright, I was a little annoyed that someone had blown something and so I couldn't used the enlarger that I wanted to. So everything was different on the one that I had used. I had Orchestra Winds today and got some new songs, which I am so bringing to my horn teacher, along with another new song we got in band, which don't get me wrong, is loads of fun, but extremely hard or as my teacher said "Disgustingly hard." Should be fun once we get it down though. Tomorrow I have a math test, which I feel confident about I also might have a presentation tomorrow in Spanish, but I am hoping it is friday, because my name is second from bottom on the list. If I had time and wasn't a year behind in Spanish, I would enjoy it. But I feel like an idiot being a year behind, that and I am not amazing at speaking spanish, she gave us a day to write/memorize it (I'm terrible at memorizing) and then of course I am terrified at presenting because I don't like to be judged, even though I know basically the class doesn't even care what I say.. At least thats what my teachers tell me. But either way. I hate presenting.
Wish me luck,

Just Another Person

Nothing much

Today was slow, was a late start so I slept in and then watched Up in the Air (which is a good movie for those who haven't seen it). Other than that nothing exciting happened at school.

Just Another Person.

Wow..

I do apologize for my lack of writing, I just lost my motivation for some reason. So, lets see here, I'll just tell you about my weekend. Well starting with Thursday, My orchestra concert! Went a LOT better than I thought I would, and if you had heard the rehearsals you would be scared for me too. But thankfully bandies know how to pull their act together last minute. Afterwards my friends and I went to DQ and had fun. Friday after school I went out with a friend to go halloween shopping (Looking for a mario hat for my friend) after having no luck at three stores we decided to go to a more shady part of town and check out ragstock, since it was dark and shady and I've had my stuff stolen before there, I was really worried, and because of my lack of drug knowledge, what I thought to be a dead skunk was weed, as my friend pointed out. Thankfully ragstock had a hat that would work and we got the heck out of there, after that I went with some other friends and went bowling, which I must say, I am pretty bowl, averaging about 60 points a round. Yeah, be afraid with my mad skills. On saturday the day was pretty relaxed but during the night I went with my friend to see his sisters roller-derby match which was quite exciting. After that we went out to a restaurant called "The Melting pot" which was frickin' amazing, a little pricy, but amazing. Hopefully I will have a chance to go there again. On sunday, also known as halloween, my friends and I dressed up and went to target to get candy, with no luck, so we went to walgreens and thankfully they were still stalked up on candy. Then we crashed at my house and ordered two pizzas and watched Bean; the movie, and Johnny English, while carving a pumpkin and then frying the seeds. Was a lot of fun. Now I only wish that it was friday again because I am exhausted.
1 day down, 4 more to go.

Just Another Person

This is not good.

I have been really lazy with writing, I do apologize. But there isn't really much to say other than, Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, were all long days just wanted them to be done and get to the long weekend (Thursday and Friday I have off from school). Today was a relaxed me day, which is what I needed. I had a good horn lessons. Tomorrow I get to go on a small day trip with my friend and his family. Hopefully a pumpkin will be bought. Saturday I have a test in the morning, and then after that I will probably help my family clean their newly bought house. Should be interesting.
Nothing much more to say,

Just Another Person

I would say it was are really good weekend.

So, Friday! School was cancelled, I bet you wouldn't be able to guess why either. There was a Chemical Spill, but later found out it was nontoxic. Still was a good day. Was homecoming for my school, but thankfully we were able to still march in the parade and for the football game! Saturday was the dance, which ended up to be lots of fun. Music was lame for the most part. After party was a lot of fun! We watched El Dorado. But that wasn't the best part, apparently I am more allergic to cats than I thought because after my usual sneezing fits and itchy eyes it became more difficult for me to breath and so I started "wheezing" and my friend started freaking out, but by that time the movie was done and my brain was lacking oxygen so I thought everything was funny and was laughing uncontrollably, even at things that were not funny. So my friend had me use his dad's inhaler, and then I could breath normally again and not laughing at everything. Who would have thought? So that was basically Saturday. Sunday was more relax, i went to a concert at a church, was really good, the organ in the first song was absolutely beautiful. After that my friend and I went and got food, then watched an episode of house. Relax day, but I don't want to go to school tomorrow.

Just Another Person

I think I understand

why no one reads this blog, it's because I'm a boring whinny person that hates myself, and I don't know anyone who likes to be around someone that hates themselves.
I get it now.

Just Another Person

Just Another Monday

So I woke up super early for my 7'oclock dentist appointment only to sit in the chair for like 2 seconds and have him tell me to come back in a month... wonderful. So no update on my tooth other than it's still swollen in the gums and hurts an iddy bitty bit. School was alright, boring of course. Marching practice after school was good and short, afterwards sort of drove around with my friend and ate his donuts. They were gooooood.
So other that, it was just another Monday.

Just Another Person

Using my phone

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I've been really lazy at this.. haven't I?

Saturday was a fun day, boring in the beginning; waiting for my friend to get off work. But when he got off we went shopping for pizza supplies and then we made homemade pizza from scratch. It was a blast and then we watched the movie "Ghost Town," which is a funny movie. Today was a bit lazy but I later went to see the house my parents are going to buy. Should be interesting, moving I mean. Oh well I'm always up for an adventure. But afterwards I played the piano and did school work, then went to "The Gathering" which is a Sunday night service at my church. It was a good one. Now I am watching the wonderful movie, "Julie and Julia," which I would also recommend.
So all in all, a good day.

Just Another Person

I don't get it..

Everyone sees this wonderful girl, am I blind? because I don't know who they are talking about, because all I see is a jerk.

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I'm slacking off too much

To sum things up slow week, nothing really great happened, yesterday was a marching band practice, we had some a class of newcomers march with us to see what it would be like next year (when they will actually be in Marching Band). All in all it was good fun. Today was a wonderful late start so I got to sleep in because the underclassmen had a test to take that did not apply to upperclassmen. Had a pep band for our volleyball team, so that was fun and horn went well. Yesterday there was orchestra winds. I love wednesdays because of Orchestra Winds, the only problem is that the teacher won't give us winds a beat to breathe. Not to mention she talks so quiet and we sit in the way back so we can't hear her, and then the person in front of us is tall and big so we can hardly see her. It's quite insane. Today I also had a dentist appointment, all my teach are still healthy, except for the stupid dead tooth, it's still swollen (the gums) so my best guess will be that it needs to get pulled. I go on Monday to a different dentist to find that out. So that should be fun..
I'll try to keep up better with this,

Just Another Person

Whoops

Haven't said anything for like two days!
So an update:
Friday.. well I'll just say, after the cops, it was a really good day. The parade went really well, went a lot faster than I thought.
Saturday, that was a fun day, went to a corn maze for the first time ever with a couple of friends, which was a lot of fun!
Today, I am being lazy, I should be doing homework and studying.. which I will.. in a little bit.

Just Another Person

Smiles

Today so far, has been a good day.

:),

Just Another Person

Homework: CW Blog

Five Unexpected life lessons from a class or hobby.

In my first year of Marching Band I learned five life lessons, sunblock, I sweat, sensitive eyes, don't be cocky, and I need to be more confident in life. The first being that my skin does actually burn after being in the sun for a long time. For years I would go out with out sunscreen because I did not burn that fast. But I learned from band camp that I will burn and my school pictures will look like crap. Another Life lesson I learned is that no matter what sport I do (yes marching band is a sport) I will want to bring a fresh pair of clothes and/or sandles because i apparently sweat a lot! In band you are not allowed to wear sandles, causing your feet to get sweaty and gross, not to mention all your clothes will be saturated in sweat by the end of the day. So Fresh clothes is good to have. A third life lesson I learned is that my eyes are sensitive and I need to bring sunglasses with me where ever I go. My eyes hurt after being in the bright sun, and sunglasses are their saviors. The fourth life lesson I learned is to not pretend you are too cool for something, when in reality, everyone is being a dork so you are the outcast and everyone will think you are one of those annoying cocky kids and hate you for the rest of the day. The fifth and final lesson I learned in Marching band camp is that you can not be shy! If you are shy and not willing to put your hardest into what you are doing, you will not only stand out, but you will continue to learn things the shy way, which is usually the wrong way because you do everything more slowely then everyone else because you are unsure of yourself.

Much better day

Today I must say, was a lot better, for one I feel better. Orchestra winds was a fail, but still a lot of fun. My friend brought me food which made me happy. But other than that, it was a pretty relax day.
Tomorrow should still be relaxed but I have horn lessons, hopefully that will be good. and then Friday we get to march in another parade which should be a lot of fun!
But until then, still,

Just Another Person.

Homework: CW blog

I arrive early, but everyone is still there in a rush to get to the community center, because our teacher always says;
"To be early is to be on time, To be on time is to be late, and to be late is to be scared."
All 250+ stuffed in the basement, scrabbling to get their green and white uniforms on for marching band. Today is the day we march in the State fair parade on the hot humid Saturday afternoon. As fast as we are getting ready, we load onto the yellow school bus like cattle; even more crammed than we were in the basement, on the bus, we are off to the state fair. Two hours early we wait impaciently unable to sit in fear of the dirt turning out white uniforms brown. The hot sun beating down on us, turning our wool uniforms into saunas.
Finally we start to line up, early of course. We wait another 30 minutes. Adrenaline is pumping into our veins, we get anxious and exciited, some even scared because we know we are about to start.
And we are off! So many things going through our minds; Stay in step, address center, watch the drum majors, remember the music, watch out for poop, remember the chants, don't forget the moves, and BREATHE!
Before we know it, it's all over. We are all cheering and sweat dripping off our hair and necks. We stampeed the water stands with greedy thirst.
We are done, and now we get to enjoy the rest of the day at the state fair.

Two things:

Two things I have to say is 1. Wow I have 100 posts. and 2. I'm using this blog for homework again. So hopefully all you that are not reading this does not mind..

Just Another Person

I'm a jerk, what can I say?

Maybe my true personality is actually being a Jerk.. because it feels like I just haven't been kind to anyone and have been getting angry real easy..
Hopefully it'll all change soon..

Just Another Person

Sick..

I didn't go to school today... I should have toughened it out. But resting felt good.

Just Another Person

Ugh

Here is a short post, I don't really know what happened today, was kind of out of it because I am sick.. how annoying. It is my last day on the pill, so hurray, except that I don't think it did anything. So what a waste.
Concert music all week which is nice. Then marching band practice tomorrow night. whoopie
Don't get sick.

Just Another Person

It was good.

It was a good day today, the movie was really good and is worth seeing. I spent most of the day with my friend.
Nothing much more to say.
Good night.

Just Another Person

I forgot to tell you

The funniest thing happened, okay so probably not the funniest, but it was pretty hilarious to see.
So, there is this squirrel hanging upside down on my bird feeder getting seeds out of the bird holes, it's turned away from me. So I decide to run at it and it took it like 5 seconds to process after I was like a foot away that I was coming at it, so it had no way to get down fast, so it just leaped off as far as it could go. It was a pretty funny site. Thats what it gets for destroying 3 bird feeders...

Just Another Person

A good day

Today was a fun filled day, went out with a friend and had a lot of fun with her as usual.
Tomorrow I get to hang out with another friend, we are going to see the movie "The town," hopefully it will be good.
Not too much to report today.
The only bad news is that I am feeling under the weather, my throat hurts and i'm tired. Hopefully I'll be fine by tomorrow.

Just Another Person

These pills suck..

I just finished the pills that I started out with, but these ones just makes your mouth taste like garbage. It's awful and completely annoying, there is nothing you can do to get rid of it except eat It's driving me nuts!
enough of that though, tomorrow is the first marching band performance, Yay for football games!
It's sad though, there are only two football games to march at this year!
I'll let you know how it goes!

Just Another Person

Posts!

So I decided to connect an old blog to this blog, the blog was for school, but the posts were mine, so I decided to connect it. I labeled the two different blog posts, I wish I could make it so the different labels would show on my main page so that you can click it to be specific to the label, would be nice.
Hopefully that made sense

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Was a great day...

Today was a good day for the most part, Orchestra winds was exciting, we played symphony No. 5 and Phantom of the Opera. I must say; those songs are fun to play! Then my friend brought me Mcy D's for lunch because Orchestra takes up my lunch time. That was yummy.
But then my good day was ruined when something of mine broke, it was special.. It made my day go down the tube.. It seems that a lot of my things that are special either break, get lost, or get stolen. It kind of sucks.
So to cheer myself up, I am ODing on M&M's and getting drunk off of milk, because they are yummy.

Just Another Person.

Well...

Well I don't think i epically failed my test, which is a plus. A different bit of homework is complicated, I get it but can't get the right answer? Does that mean that I am dumb by thinking I know how to do it? ... Well poo..
Marching band practice today. Was fun.. except for the fact that I forgot a jacket and it was frickin' cold out. 4 hours of that!
Also I have more new news! I got my new pills, which are wonderfully smaller... but (always a but) they have wonderful side effects whether you eat or don't eat with them; Appetite loss, constipation, diarrhea, dizziness, headache, metallic taste, nausea, stomach upset, and vomiting. I have to take that pill 4 times a day on top of the horse pill, which I have to eat with otherwise I will either get diarrhea, Nausea, or throw chunks, twice a day. I can't wait to be done with all them pills. Yuck.
Now, on the upside, I start Orchestra winds tomorrow, which should be fun, but I am scared.
Hopefully I will do well.

Just Another Person

Shhh..

Don't let anyone know, but I'm in class writting this blog :O

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Better Day, but..

Today was a LOT better then yesterday, thats for sure. I was just not in the mood to be around a lot of people though.
I might be getting new pills. I can't wait until everything is better, I am hating my mouth. Tomorrow there is a wonderful test, and even though I have been studying for like 6 hours, I still don't feel ready. I really don't want to screw up my first test, not the way I want to start the year.

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This sucks..

With the nasty pills I have to take.. I don't think my mouth is getting any better. in fact it almost feels worse and it just aches sooo much uggghhh.. I guess I used them too much and now they are just helping it get stronger.. I might need different pills..
How many of you think it's going to have to get pulled in the long run?

Just Another Person

Thank you

My friends are far too good to me even though I don't deserve it. Thanks.
I have aweseome friends,

Just Another Person

It's okay, I only hate myself..

My friends cancel my parents are being stupid my head hurts and don't want to frickin' eat. And what do I do? I was a complete douche-bag bitch to my friend trying to help. I'm just being a dumbass.. so sorry I guess..

Just Another Person

An interesting day

So I got up early to help my friend clean his garage, and we got it so that it can almost fit another car in there, so that is pretty satisfying. Then after that I went with him to a car dealer and he got a car! It's a real nice one too. I would also say it is very well deserved. Plus I got to drive it.. but we keep quiet with that one. Then he had to go and shoot a wedding. So I rented a movie, Letters to Juliet, which is an adorable movie. While I was watching it I decided to do a little sewing and made some skanky skin tight top, mini skirt, and a dress. Don't ask me why, but I did. I just wish it was black fabric, but I didn't have any of that, so I used a dark purple.
Well that was pretty much my day,

Just Another Person

And the votes are in...

We are going to BEJING!
The only downfall 3 of my friends can't go..
Oh well time to sell my kidneys, I only need one lung.. right?

Just Another Person

God I love the Cello

The group Apocalyptica is ahmazing.
I wish I had a cello to try to learn
For my retirement plan I am going to learn the cello and master it.

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But on the plus side..

I didn't tell you about yesterday in band, the band department got 4 new conn French horns 7 hornists in my class (a lot more in the others) and I got one of them. Also! I am not second to last chair. woooo okay so maybe I am 3rd, but thats the part I wanted to be, most often similar to first horn but with out solos, second chair seems to get the most solos, and then fourth part is just lower and like the second part but with out the solos.
So there is the good news.

Just Another Person

Ugh

So today I got up at 6:something AM to get to the dentist by 6:50am for my appointment.
To get you filled in I have had this dead tooth that has been dead for like 2 years and in.. I want to say February it started to give me this crap load of pain so I get it checked out and it ends up being dead and so my dentist starts doing a root canal but had to stop half way because his drills were not big enough for the tooth's abnormally large canal. And so he temporarily seals it up and sends me to a different dentist, mean while during that week, maybe longer it starts to get infected even more and my gum underneath my tooth starts swelling up even more making my face in a lot of pain, so my new dentist gives me these horse pills that if I do not eat i will either have diarrhea, vomit, or become nauseous for like 2 weeks twice a day. But then I find out that my insurance won't cover the root canal so I have to try to wait as long as april to actually have it because I would be covered again. only it gets infected again. And so I have to do it, costing a butt-load of money. Then it got infected again, AFTER the root canal, so he gives me more of those horse pills and then sends me on my way. Now it happened again and I got more of those pills, and now he is thinking we are going to have to pull the tooth. Wonderful right? All that trouble to try to save the tooth and now we might have to get it pulled. How delightful, right?
Oh well, I'll let you know how that goes.
Other than that, pretty crappy day, been feeling sick, and on top of that I swear the pills make me depressed. It's annoying.

Just Another Person

I realize...

That I haven't told you about my weekend.
Okay so, the test.. Well it went better than the first time I took it, but it still felt iffy. Hopefully I did better though. Although I always feel stupid because everyone talks about how they got such and such and did sooo bad and I'm sitting there going .. Well I would love that score... Oh well.. I am just not as smart as some people.
But after the test I went out with some friends and did some more pictures, which from what I can see they turned out really well. I wish I could show you but I won't.
Then after the photos I went out with another friend and got unhealthy food and then went and saw "The Girl With The Dragon Tattoo" which I would recommend, because it is AMAZING.
The next day, Sunday I got to drive to see my Grandparents, which I haven't seen for a while 'cause they are moving around in an RV (which is pretty awesome). It was good to see them and their little dogs too!
Well that was my full weekend,

Just Another Person

China!

That is what the band teacher decided, and if 70% of the class says yes...
We.
Are.
Going tooooo.....
CHINA!

Just Another Person

Yay!

How many times have I used that title before? "Yay!" burst with happines (I can not figure out how to spell that word! ARGH!) Anyways to get on to the point of this, First week of school done, was a pretty good week I'd say. Right now I am in a Starbucks with a couple friends of mine and I am studying for a nasty test on Saturday, it's a Friday and I have to study, so not fair. After the test tomorrow I will be getting some photos taken of me with another friend. Then on Sunday I get to visit my grandparents how have decided to travel the country in an RV trailer, which I must say is pretty exciting. But it's a little bit of a drive to get to where they are, but thats okay because the way there is a beautiful drive, and where they are staying is even more beautiful. Full weekend I'd say, but should be fun.. minus the test..

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*insert clever title here*

I'm so creative, right? That title is so original.. not har har har... Well hopefully my wonderful creative writing class will fix that.
School is going well, so far at least.. Possibly a band trip that is international, that would be exciting if it gets a go! We find out Tuesday, so I'll be sure to let you know.
I've realized how much the weather is changing when I woke up for school, it was so cold! I'm going to have to start wearing warmer clothes to sleep now. It makes me miss the wonderful summer, but at least it won't be hard falling asleep from really hot weather.
Well there isn't too much more to say so I'll let you go,

Just Another Person

Sad news.

I'll give you the decent news first, First day of school done, was good. But thats usually the first day of school.

Sad news: They had to put the duck down

"We regret to inform you that the mallard duck you brought to us was unable to be rehabilitated. The vets found taht it had an open fracture to the left major metacarpal bone (wing bone) that could not be surgically repaired. The vets humanely euthaized the mallard to end its suffering."

RIP My little Ducky,

Just Another Person

Oh man!

Long story short, bad day, except for the middle. Visited the dead relatives (RIP) and now school tomorrow!
Wish me luck,

Just Another Person

I forgot!

I start school next week.. half excited half not. I have fun classes this year though.

Just Another Person

Yay!

Okay so I know I haven't posted for a couple days now.. been getting kind of lazy so, here is an update:
Marching band is over and it was a blast, marching in the state fair was a blast also/going to the state fair.
Afterwards I went on a small trip with my mom which was fun because there was no one to bug us.
Then the rest of the week has been slow and boring except for the fact that yesterday I got to get my hair done finally, purple highlights.. it's quite awesome if I may say for myself and it is all because of my bestest friend so thanks goes to him big time.
And finally for today, my friend and I saved a duck! I saw it in my neighbors yard and I thought it was odd that this duck was sitting alone in the grass in the cold, so I walked closer and it tried to fly away only it couldn't and when it's wing flapped I saw blood so my friend and I chased it and cornered it and I threw my jacket onto it, she had fun pooping and bleeding on it, but all for a good cause, hopefully most of it washes out. Poor thing was scared to death, only thankfully it didn't die from that.. My friend had to go to work but his mom, sister, and I went and took it to a wildlife refuge place that helps injured/sick wild animals. So it's cool they will give me an update hopefully soon, and then I'll let you all know!
An average day wouldn't you say?

Just Another Person

Marching band

I haven't posted anything recently, been caught up and distracted with marching band..
Loads of fun, don't get me wrong, but I think it's all catching up too me because I just got extremely tired out of nowhere. Marching band started at monday and it is basically 9-4 everyday of marching and playing. Saturday we play in the state fair. and I think after next week school starts, and I am actually kind of excited. This year shouldn't be as beastly as last year.
Also, on Sunday I go on a three day trip with my mother, that should be fun and relaxing.
Anyways, for now I think I should go to bed, sleep sounds very welcoming.

Just Another Person.

Woah..

Who would have thought? Not me! But I am back on Friday.
Trip was so-so..
Too much driving for me, made me tired and a lot of fighting, but that was suspected.
Anyways I am not feeling too well so I don't feel like writing.
Just wanted to pop in to say I am alive.

Just Another Person

Bye!

Today was an alright day, got a new library card and license, other than that today was a lazy day and actually kind of relaxing. Tomorrow I leave early in the morning to begin a 5+ hour drive up north with the family for vacation. Should be lots of fun. I should be back Saturday or Sunday.
Until then,

Just Another Person

It was a wonderful day... No honestly.. It was.

So two days ago, Wednesday, I went out with a couple of friends to the beach. It was fun! Don't get me wrong.. But all that wonderful fun ended when we were getting ready to leave when I realized my bag with my clothes, wallet, and phone was in...
Some bastard stole my stuff. It's great because my bag was a gift, my wallet was a gift, and some of those clothes were my favorite pieces of clothes to wear. And then of course my phone was gone. Wonderful, just wonderful.. and before that I had misplaced a really important/special gift.
In general this has been a stressful last couple of weeks. At least next week I am going on vacation with my family. That should be fun and relaxing.

I just really need to relax.. but who doesn't now a days?

Just Another Person

Nothing to important

Nothing to much happened today, I went shopping for school stuff and got some new clothes and then when out with my friends and took pictures.
So nothing too exciting to say.

Just Another Person

Better

Today was significantly better. Did about 5 hours of yard work, and got a lot done. Felt good. Still feel a bit down and scared for reasons I don't feel comfortable to say on the internet.
My friends came over and we watched "The Guardian"
I spent like 3+ hours straightening my friends hair. Was epic.
Decent day overall.

Just Another Person

My Page

Not like any of you would know, or notice because noone reads this, but I decided to change the look of my blog, though there is nothing special or awesome. But if it gives you a headache, let me know and I can put it back to it's original look.
My reasoning for the background picture is because it's space and there is so much out there and it sort of reminded me of how there are so many different people and so much to know and learn about each of them..
Cheesy, I know.

Just Another Person

I need...

I need someone to talk to right now.. Everyone is asleep... :/

The time on this thing is weird.. it says I posted this at like 11:30 or something, it's 1:25. So that makes a little more sense with the "everyone is asleep."

Just Another Person

*SIGH*

Bad day yet okay at the same time, I hate those. Like I really hate them. It starts out terrible, I try to be kind and get up early so I can do a chore in stead of walking away from it like normal and my dad is completely ungrateful and a jerk. So he tells me to do it later so I then have to cut my plans with my friends short. Wonderful.

So I hang out with my friends, great that helps my mood some, yet I am being a complete asshole which doesn't help my other friends mood who apparently was having a total shit day and not telling me. I feel like everytime I have a crummy day, so does he. It happens so often, I am almost having trouble holding back mean remarks about things and I feel like one of these days I am going to have a God awful day and something terrible is going to slip and cause chaos and I am going to want to lay down on the railroad tracks in front of my house.

Is it so bad that I just want someone to help me and making me feel better on one, just ONE bad day instead of me helping someone on their bad day while I am having a bad day.

I am basically scared to show or say anything bad about how my day is going in fear that the other person is like me and wants to have someone comfort them on their bad day instead of them helping someone on a bad day of their own.

When I say all this, I don't mean I am going to stop supporting and comforting them, not at all what I am trying to get at. What I am trying to get at is that I am worried that I am like a time bomb and one of these days I am going to blow up unexpectadly and it will be all my fault and job to fix everything I broke.

I really need to relax some.

Just Another Person.

I'm bad at titles for blogs..

So far today I have been studying and practicing french horn. Also I have been working on sewing, which seems to be going well, making lots of progress, though as much as I love ribbons, I SUCK at sewing with them. Later though two of my friends came over, one of which just came back after a month of being gone, so it was good seeing him again. We watched "To Save a Life," which is an amazing movie. Although it is a Christian movie, but don't be too closed minded on that! It is a great movie.

Just Another Person

Well...

Basically today was lazy, most of it was spent sewing something I am working on. I will not reveal what until I am done and only if it comes out actually decent.

My friend came back from a summer MIT program deally, was good to see her.

Then Later I went out with friends and just sort of chilled.

Was a slow, lazy, chill day. But in a good way.

Just Another Person.

Hmmm..

I am really bad at this.. Today is August 1st, and I have wrote nothing of my summer. The last time I wrote was the last day of school!

It's no mystery now as to why I have ZERO followers.

So this is my last month of this summer, then I start school again! YAY! Well this coming year looks to be a lot easier than the last 3.

What has happened in my summer:

Well I found out I got into concert band.

I did NOT get a job.. So It's really hard to save my money up for a Car, or a FRENCH HORN.. You know not having the instrument I plan to attempt to major with/on. Is kind of an issue, don't you think?

What else..

My friend still hates me, it's rather amusing how immature and unreasonable she is being, like come on? She blabs to my friends sister about some crap about that friend -She also told me about too- but being the trustworthy friend I am, I said nothing -but she thinks otherwise- because obviously the sister said nothing to her sister and me being best friends with her for what? 8 years and always being there for her means: I can not be trusted. Yeah.. Just a little bit upsetting. Oh well, nothing I can do about it. Quite literally.

August is going to be a PACKED month, like no joke:

for 1 week I am off on a trip with my family,

the next week i have marching band + State fair,

then I go on another trip with my mom.

Don't get me wrong, I am going to have a blast and looking forward to everthing. I am just a little worried with how fast the summer is going and how much I still have to do with the small amount of time left.

Example: ACT, complete embarrassment. I am not even going to post my score; it's so embarrassing. I'm not stupid or anything, I mean I am smart.. But that test was just a complete fail.

I still need to take my drivers test. Permit is about to expire.

Master the french horn

Sell my single horn to get money (I need a double horn)

When marching band comes around: Memorize 3 songs and the charts to go along with it.

Thats just some of the stuff.

Goodness, I am tired just thinking of it all... or it could just be the fact that it is 4:25am..

Whoopsies.. Good night all those who are following this.. aka NOONE.

Just Another Person.

Finally!

I'm in my last class of this school year, just finished my last final test. Thank God its all done! I can relax some! .. Well maybe not too much, time to find a job and get some cash, gotta buy a new computer, car, pay for next school year's band trip, and just some pocket money so I don't have to keep asking parents for money all the time! But thats a lot to pay for, so I might not get too much pocket money.. Oh well.
This year has had its good and ups. But who's doesn't? I am just glad for it to all be done. Now i can hang out with friends, possibly go on a small road trip with the family, have a legit good nights sleep with out the worry of homework.
This will be a good summer.

Just Another Person

Waste of time

Right now, i am being a typical teenager. I am procrastinating. Funny thing! I kept telling myself I would do it tomorrow. Well now today is that final tomorrow! Oh well, got to learn to accept the choices you make. If you don't like them. Then change, but otherwise just accept them. Today is a Thursday and on Thursdays I have horn lessons. I checked the messages to make sure my teacher did not leave a message. So I went t horn lessons. Sat for five minutes over my usual time waiting and went back to check if he was there, and he was not! So I left and had to wait for my parents to come pick me up. Theres a waste of time when I could have been working on my other work I procrastinated on. Don't you love to waste your time? I am so ready for school to be done, one more week and then I get to start looking for a job! Wouldn't want to slack off too much! It's time to start getting more responsible anyways. I got to start getting ready for college and all that. Lots to do this summer, and that does not include relaxing.

Just Another Person

My first blog

Well, hey there all you people out there.. probably not reading this because well, I just made this sight and no one knows about it because I have not told anyone. For some reason I have a goal to at least have one follower. I don't know why I decided to write a blog. Maybe to let people know they are not alone? But everyone should know they are not alone, because well.. unless you are locked up inside, you see people! and lots of them. Unless a nuclear holocaust happens, I can assure you, no one is alone. Though now I am asking myself the question of ""This is my first blog" ... "shouldn't I be telling everyone about myself instead of rambling on about how we are not alone?"" Well, I guess I want it to be like this, you get to know me along the way as does everyone that knows me. It's only fair.

And thats how I am going to end my first blog.

Just Another Person