Marching band

I haven't posted anything recently, been caught up and distracted with marching band..
Loads of fun, don't get me wrong, but I think it's all catching up too me because I just got extremely tired out of nowhere. Marching band started at monday and it is basically 9-4 everyday of marching and playing. Saturday we play in the state fair. and I think after next week school starts, and I am actually kind of excited. This year shouldn't be as beastly as last year.
Also, on Sunday I go on a three day trip with my mother, that should be fun and relaxing.
Anyways, for now I think I should go to bed, sleep sounds very welcoming.

Just Another Person.

Woah..

Who would have thought? Not me! But I am back on Friday.
Trip was so-so..
Too much driving for me, made me tired and a lot of fighting, but that was suspected.
Anyways I am not feeling too well so I don't feel like writing.
Just wanted to pop in to say I am alive.

Just Another Person

Bye!

Today was an alright day, got a new library card and license, other than that today was a lazy day and actually kind of relaxing. Tomorrow I leave early in the morning to begin a 5+ hour drive up north with the family for vacation. Should be lots of fun. I should be back Saturday or Sunday.
Until then,

Just Another Person

It was a wonderful day... No honestly.. It was.

So two days ago, Wednesday, I went out with a couple of friends to the beach. It was fun! Don't get me wrong.. But all that wonderful fun ended when we were getting ready to leave when I realized my bag with my clothes, wallet, and phone was in...
Some bastard stole my stuff. It's great because my bag was a gift, my wallet was a gift, and some of those clothes were my favorite pieces of clothes to wear. And then of course my phone was gone. Wonderful, just wonderful.. and before that I had misplaced a really important/special gift.
In general this has been a stressful last couple of weeks. At least next week I am going on vacation with my family. That should be fun and relaxing.

I just really need to relax.. but who doesn't now a days?

Just Another Person

Nothing to important

Nothing to much happened today, I went shopping for school stuff and got some new clothes and then when out with my friends and took pictures.
So nothing too exciting to say.

Just Another Person

Better

Today was significantly better. Did about 5 hours of yard work, and got a lot done. Felt good. Still feel a bit down and scared for reasons I don't feel comfortable to say on the internet.
My friends came over and we watched "The Guardian"
I spent like 3+ hours straightening my friends hair. Was epic.
Decent day overall.

Just Another Person

My Page

Not like any of you would know, or notice because noone reads this, but I decided to change the look of my blog, though there is nothing special or awesome. But if it gives you a headache, let me know and I can put it back to it's original look.
My reasoning for the background picture is because it's space and there is so much out there and it sort of reminded me of how there are so many different people and so much to know and learn about each of them..
Cheesy, I know.

Just Another Person

I need...

I need someone to talk to right now.. Everyone is asleep... :/

The time on this thing is weird.. it says I posted this at like 11:30 or something, it's 1:25. So that makes a little more sense with the "everyone is asleep."

Just Another Person

*SIGH*

Bad day yet okay at the same time, I hate those. Like I really hate them. It starts out terrible, I try to be kind and get up early so I can do a chore in stead of walking away from it like normal and my dad is completely ungrateful and a jerk. So he tells me to do it later so I then have to cut my plans with my friends short. Wonderful.

So I hang out with my friends, great that helps my mood some, yet I am being a complete asshole which doesn't help my other friends mood who apparently was having a total shit day and not telling me. I feel like everytime I have a crummy day, so does he. It happens so often, I am almost having trouble holding back mean remarks about things and I feel like one of these days I am going to have a God awful day and something terrible is going to slip and cause chaos and I am going to want to lay down on the railroad tracks in front of my house.

Is it so bad that I just want someone to help me and making me feel better on one, just ONE bad day instead of me helping someone on their bad day while I am having a bad day.

I am basically scared to show or say anything bad about how my day is going in fear that the other person is like me and wants to have someone comfort them on their bad day instead of them helping someone on a bad day of their own.

When I say all this, I don't mean I am going to stop supporting and comforting them, not at all what I am trying to get at. What I am trying to get at is that I am worried that I am like a time bomb and one of these days I am going to blow up unexpectadly and it will be all my fault and job to fix everything I broke.

I really need to relax some.

Just Another Person.

I'm bad at titles for blogs..

So far today I have been studying and practicing french horn. Also I have been working on sewing, which seems to be going well, making lots of progress, though as much as I love ribbons, I SUCK at sewing with them. Later though two of my friends came over, one of which just came back after a month of being gone, so it was good seeing him again. We watched "To Save a Life," which is an amazing movie. Although it is a Christian movie, but don't be too closed minded on that! It is a great movie.

Just Another Person

Well...

Basically today was lazy, most of it was spent sewing something I am working on. I will not reveal what until I am done and only if it comes out actually decent.

My friend came back from a summer MIT program deally, was good to see her.

Then Later I went out with friends and just sort of chilled.

Was a slow, lazy, chill day. But in a good way.

Just Another Person.

Hmmm..

I am really bad at this.. Today is August 1st, and I have wrote nothing of my summer. The last time I wrote was the last day of school!

It's no mystery now as to why I have ZERO followers.

So this is my last month of this summer, then I start school again! YAY! Well this coming year looks to be a lot easier than the last 3.

What has happened in my summer:

Well I found out I got into concert band.

I did NOT get a job.. So It's really hard to save my money up for a Car, or a FRENCH HORN.. You know not having the instrument I plan to attempt to major with/on. Is kind of an issue, don't you think?

What else..

My friend still hates me, it's rather amusing how immature and unreasonable she is being, like come on? She blabs to my friends sister about some crap about that friend -She also told me about too- but being the trustworthy friend I am, I said nothing -but she thinks otherwise- because obviously the sister said nothing to her sister and me being best friends with her for what? 8 years and always being there for her means: I can not be trusted. Yeah.. Just a little bit upsetting. Oh well, nothing I can do about it. Quite literally.

August is going to be a PACKED month, like no joke:

for 1 week I am off on a trip with my family,

the next week i have marching band + State fair,

then I go on another trip with my mom.

Don't get me wrong, I am going to have a blast and looking forward to everthing. I am just a little worried with how fast the summer is going and how much I still have to do with the small amount of time left.

Example: ACT, complete embarrassment. I am not even going to post my score; it's so embarrassing. I'm not stupid or anything, I mean I am smart.. But that test was just a complete fail.

I still need to take my drivers test. Permit is about to expire.

Master the french horn

Sell my single horn to get money (I need a double horn)

When marching band comes around: Memorize 3 songs and the charts to go along with it.

Thats just some of the stuff.

Goodness, I am tired just thinking of it all... or it could just be the fact that it is 4:25am..

Whoopsies.. Good night all those who are following this.. aka NOONE.

Just Another Person.