Tired!

The end to this week has been quite busy. Go go go it has felt like. No time for myself or school work.. Starting with Thursday, school, then work called me in to see if I could work, so of course I did. Friday they called me to come in earlier then my scheduled shift. Saturday I took half of another coworkers shift so I had an 11 hour day, today an 8 hour shift. Now I finally have some time to start doing some school work. Tomorrow I work most of the day as well so it will be interesting how I take care of all that needs being done. This semester defiantly has not been going as well as the last. I already can't wait for the new week to be done, and it hasn't even started! Why do I do this to myself?? Oh right! I need the money. Ugh I wish money wasn't needed so badly.

Just Another Person

Oops

I went a little crazy yesterday. Disregard that last post. Don't worry. I didn't smoke or drink myself to sleep. I am good and clean.

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Uggh

I don't know what I am doing with my life.. I'm kind of sick of it and the surprises it brings. I really REALLY hate how strong my morals are. It makes me so frickin' boring. Maybe I should pick up a pack of cigarets and suck the life out of me.. Yeah that sounds like a plan. Make those endless dreams of mine come true. Always craving a cigaret when I wake up.. But oh wait. I need my lungs to play the french horn. There goes that idea. Maybe I should just start drinking myself to sleep... But oh wait.. I would be a hypocrite then.
And that would be my morals kicking in...

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Woohoo!

Lets see here.. I bought myself a French horn (used of course), and now I am broke! And trying to pay for college! But I couldn't be more happy. I missed playing the french horn SO much.
Aside from that, I am a little unsure of where my life is headed.. Very confusing stuff. But I am going to try and stay happy regardless!
On a side note, I am re-addicted to the group "In Flames," great, GREAT band! I recommend their music if you like metal.
Peace out,

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I'm going to turn myself around.

I have an idea of what I want to do with my life. But it is a big decision to make so I am going to think about it for a year.. I'm not going to say what until I for sure know if it is what I really want.
But for the moment, I got a gym membership. I am sick of being the weak one in the group. So I am going to fix that.

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I Hate Life

I try to make things right, but I always make them worse. I should just dig myself a hole and be done with life.

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Been Awhile Once Again.

Nothing too much has happened, been working for most of the summer. But I enjoy where I work. It's a fun bunch of people

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